Walking alone #

"Feet don't fail me now

Take me to the finish line

All my heart, it breaks every step that I take

But I'm hoping that the gates,

They'll tell me that you're mine

Walking through the city streets

Is it by mistake or design?

I feel so alone on a Friday night

Can you make it feel like home, if I tell you you're mine

It's like I told you honey

Don't make me sad, don't make me cry

Sometimes love is not enough and the road gets tough

I don't know why

Keep making me laugh,

Let's go get high

The road is long, we carry on

Try to have fun in the meantime

Come and take a walk on the wild side

Let me kiss you hard in the pouring rain

You like your girls insane

Choose your last words

This is the last time

Cause you and I, we were born to die

Lost but now I am found

I can see but once I was blind

I was so confused as a little child

Tried to take what I could get

Scared that I couldn't find

All the answers, honey

Don't make me sad, don't make me cry

Sometimes love is not enough and the road gets tough

I don't know why

Keep making me laugh,

Let's go get high

The road is long, we carry on

Try to have fun in the meantime

Come and take a walk on the wild side

Let me kiss you hard in the pouring rain

You like your girls insane

Choose your last words,

This is the last time

Cause you and I

We were born to die

We were born to die

We were born to die

Come and take a walk on the wild side

Let me kiss you hard in the pouring rain

You like your girls insane

Don't make me sad, don't make me cry

Sometimes love is not enough and the road gets tough

I don't know why

Keep making me laugh,

Let's go get high

The road is long, we carry on

Try to have fun in the meantime

Come and take a walk on the wild side

Let me kiss you hard in the pouring rain

You like your girls insane

Choose your last words

This is the last time

Cause You and I

We were born to die

We were born to die"

Mua väsytti aamulla tosi paljo, heräsin vähä myöhässä, mut ehin hoitaa kaikki aamutoimet. 

Aamupala ei maistunu, eikä eilen iltapala, en tiiä mikä mua vaivaa. Oon surullinen sen tiiän. Mut ei mul oo syytä olla. Mun pitäs olla ilonen. Kotiloma viikolloppu ja kaikki. Musta tuntuu siltä että mun sisällä kaikki kuolis nyt syksyn tullen ku ulkonaki kaikki kuolee.  Tää on varmaa vaa joku hassu harhaluulo mut nii. En tiiä. 

Oispa asiat eritavalla, toivon sitä niin kovaa, mut ne ei oo. Eikä ne muutu. 

Mul on syytä onneen, nyt on jo syksy eli kotiutuminen on lähempänä. 

Ei täl blogilkaa oo oikee mitää ideaa. Tai no on. Puran tänne asiat mun mielestä, puran tänne surut ja kaikki mitä mulle tapahtuu. Tää on tärkee.  

Mä kyl yritän ja teen parhaani. Mä en luovuta, vaik välil haluisin luovuttaa. Mä vaan meen eteenpäin ihan sama mitä se vaatii mä en jää paikoilleni, mä en jää.